who holds the knife
2019
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When we balance on what you see as the inevitable
One is bound to feel overwhelmed
Staring down in the void
The feeling of instability lingering
You look off ...
You hear voices in your sleep
You see them as you drift in and out
You claim we aren’t alone
You don’t know it’s just you and me
You look to me...
You call me beautiful
You see the world through my enlarge pupils
You are infatuated
You see me bloodied
You see me with clothes tattered
You see me with the knife
I look to you...
I see perfection
I cling to you like no other
I see my world in you
I look away and all that remains is darkness
I see you hazy and worlds away
I see fear riddled in your eyes
I see you exhausted on this perilous journey
We look around
We’re still here
We’ve been here all along